I’ve never stressed over school, at least, not that I’m aware of. I think I’d probably go “oh shit, this thing’s due” or something like that but after today, oh dear, I don’t have room to screw up. I was told that I’m on the right track and I’m doing well etc. but I still feel like I can’t. fuck. up. and I’m definitely feeling the pressure. I’m counting down to the day that this is over. Once this school thing is over, it’s “Peace out, Vancouver!!!”. I can’t. wait. 

Haven’t been feeling like myself lately. I’ve been having fun and all but it’s definitely different from what I’m used to. I don’t want it to be a reoccuring thing but at the same time, I don’t mind it? For the first time in a long time, I don’t know what I want and it might not be such a bad thing but I’ve definitely been way out of character. I’m just going to stick to “I don’t know” because as much as I would like to know, it might be something I need right now.

…just tell me something that I do know.

+ Taylor Swift’s Back to December playing for the hundredth time; yes, I like T. Swift.